I am readmitted as of yesterday afternoon. My PFTs are scarily low. My lungs sound worst than they did upon discharge. I asked my doctor this morning if quitting CF was an option. She laughed uncomfortably.
I can hardly keep my eyes open. I'm needing more pain medications than I can handle. I'm zoned out but out of pain. Trade off.
It's all a trade off.
3 comments:
Hang in there sweet girl.
xoxoxo
You're never far from our thoughts...
JESUS, girl. It's hard to believe what I read sometimes. I guess because I've never met you face to face. I mean, I know you've been going through a lot of really bad shit but it's easier for it to seem less serious when I only chat with you every couple of weeks.
Anyway, you will always be one of my favorite cystics. I think about you a lot, and wish you were online to chat more.
Keep it real, girl. I know you will.
XO
catboogie
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